when someone next to you says "hmm, i love how you are crosshatching that" and you reply: "maybe later you can come over to my place and we can crosshatch together!"

...also, when you have no time at all to do art anymore.

sure, im learning, but only the mechanics...still lives and naked people...thats all the drawing ive been doing.

and somehow, when i try to do art, i have an already exhausted skill...so it turns out like shit. ive done something after months of nothing, not because i wanted to paint, just because i had a feeling and i forced myself to paint it. but i dont thinks its any good...ill try to post it when my camera has batteries...

of course, it wont be like this forever...well move on to more creative things eventually...the first year is the hardest to get through, everyone keeps telling me...

i should have called my new cat chicken...i dont know why...