I can't wait to go back to school, i am literally vibrating under my skin with all the productivity that i am gonna attack this year with (though im sure ill lose that the first week)
...i am so excited to be forced to make things again. I really really missed that. I made some paintings, but this year i'm gonna have a drawing for animation class, and im sure ill have at least some good new things out of that.
I am terribly sad that my favorite teacher's gone, and am apprehensive about the new teacher, but im also excited, because i know the Game Art department would only hire the most awesome people as teachers...

I REALLY caught up on my videogames during the summer, so now im actually sick of playing them, and want to MAKE SOME GAMES DAMMIT
i wish we had programmers...



FATAL FRAME FANS:

just in case you havent heard, I wanted to say that even though they won't be releasing the fourth game anywhere but Japan, you could still get the japanese game and play it on your wii with a coming patch. just look online for the "fatal frame 4 patch" and you can find it, it should be coming out soon.
That's one game i'm still really excited about^^ I already have my copy, my man got it for me when he went to Japan^^

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i cant believe i have been playing with my tablet for hours and hours and i suck so bad...im embarassed....really.
seriously....
i guess i need a while to learn it

i posted a new piccy, but it sucks, even though i worked on it a while...i shouldnt even try to do anything resembling anime anymore, i guess...i lost my touch for it, and i dont know how to digitally do it...they condemn it in school and game companies anyway...

but i really wanna do more fanart, since i realize that as long as its in my own style, it is still good practice. so i think ill try to do that...just paint them digitally, instead of trying to mimic anything....

as soon as i get some time to myself, ill work on more stuff^^

when someone next to you says "hmm, i love how you are crosshatching that" and you reply: "maybe later you can come over to my place and we can crosshatch together!"

...also, when you have no time at all to do art anymore.

sure, im learning, but only the mechanics...still lives and naked people...thats all the drawing ive been doing.

and somehow, when i try to do art, i have an already exhausted skill...so it turns out like shit. ive done something after months of nothing, not because i wanted to paint, just because i had a feeling and i forced myself to paint it. but i dont thinks its any good...ill try to post it when my camera has batteries...

of course, it wont be like this forever...well move on to more creative things eventually...the first year is the hardest to get through, everyone keeps telling me...

i should have called my new cat chicken...i dont know why...

i know ive been a lazy ass, and havent put up any photos of japan, but there are tooo many!!!!and im a procrastinator....but that will happen eventually..

also, i havent actually done any art since i started artschool...its sad, but it took my self esteem so low to be among other, better artists, i just havent even felt like it...

this figurine i made was the one artistic thing i really enjoyed...it was like a revelation to see something in my drawings appear in 3d...im quite addicted

hopefully my inspitarion will return...but after drawing still lives and naked people for at least three hours every weekday, i dont really feel like painting...